Hey baby! All I wanted to say here is I love you! ><

Missing You Everyday

It's been quite some time, I blogged! Today I have the suddden urge to do this and it's for this girl I missed so much already.
Ever since I met you, I had been really happy there are problems and obstacles that come in my way but you never fail to lighten up my day,
I always enjoyed your company and never wanted to say goodbye when I had to! ):

I can't imagine how close we have gotten now. And I'm eternally grateful for it, there are times when i was busy with exams , you encouraged me and cared for me .I had a lot of problems during the exams but as soon as the exams ended , I felt relieved and you was still there for me. Then there are times when you was unwell, I was so worried and afraid, Do you know?
I love you and I will always care for you, I will always be there for you like how you was there for me, I want to be your doctor the one who brings away your pain and fills your heart with nothing but LOVE & HAPPINESS ^^

The unforgettable memories we share and the cutest reactions you had lt!!, It's irreplaceable , We cuddled for the first time and watched running man ! It was the best experience I had watching running man , Although I admit, at times I wasn't focused watching
We gotten so close on a day! :D , I love you , I love you!
I will never forget it! ,We learn't things together :P and also shown our love for one another.
It's always so fun when you're together with me, no matter if we felt bored waiting for a movie that is three hours away, or when I didn't feel like doing something after getting to that place.



I really love how close we have gotten and it's only been three days since I've seen you but i am missing you like it's been three years, no exaggeration done here.
Before we were together i could say we were as close as before again and I really liked that , Through time we understood each other and got closer so when we were together, It's like a dream come true.

There are times I had made you jealous but I want to tell you,
Nobody can replace you in my heart and you look so cute when you're jealous :D , I told you that before! :3 Anyways, you made me jealous too at times and I like how you tried to reassure me >< I love you , I Do  ,  I do ,You matter the most to me and The way you make me feel is never replaceable, You'll always be that cute,sweet and caring girl of my life. X3

Then there was your birthday! ,We spent quality time together, although it was short but I enjoyed every minute and second we had , Even when you felt awkward
 I wrote something for you on a card and I really enjoyed your company! :D You made the effort to come again so that the schedule continues >< I appreciated it a lot!! :)  23/11/95 ! My favourite day of the year as you was borned ! My amazing,sweet,lovely darling !
I can still remember it ! :) I Love you , You are mine , my babe ,my shermaine my darling , my girl and my

Babe , the reactions and the conversation we had during our practice session I would never forget, We have so many unforgettable experiences and It makes me miss you even more!!! >< I wanna see you right now ! ;X My heart beat can you feel it? :P , I LOVE YOU ! MY DEAR, MY HEART IS MISSING YOU LIKE HOW EVERY CELL IN MY BODY IS , I want you to be right by my side now :X  My love,  I sometimes write your name on a piece of paper and draw hearts >< I love you so so much !


Babe, I love you more than anything in the world. I am missing you like crazy right now and I wanna spend time with you when you come back! Right away >< I love you so much , Even our cute texts and late conversations during practice sessions xD And our long hugs and passionate kisses ! Actually , I shouldn't type all this in my blog because it's our private stuff but ,It's okay i will make my blog private :D We own this blog okay? I Love you so much, I'm obssessed about you ! I love you babe, I will always love you. Whenever you miss me you can read this >< I love you, let's always be this close and I'm totally comfortable telling you anything and playing around with you! MUACK!
 Hugs & Kisses

I shall end here! :D

I
LOVE
YOU

love is magical

Boku No Hatsukoi O Kimi Ni Ssagu - Secret Unrequited Love

Recommendation for this movie called: Boku No Hatsukoi O Kimi Ni Ssagu(i give my first love to you)

A short synopsis for this story

Takuma and Mayu's story began when they were only 8 years old. During his childhood, Takuma was constantly hospitalised due to his heart condition. He soon became friends with Mayu, the daughter of the doctor in charge of his case. Day by day they grew closer and closer. However, the summer when Takuma was 8, he made a promise to Mayu that he couldn't keep... Their story unfolds as they grow older and their bond gets stronger.

Why i recommend this movie 

this movie is really intriguing in the sense the twist is unexpected , the climax just builds and you will be so touched at the end of the film that tears start to fall down your cheeks.You will be overwhelmed with a happy yet sad ending. Just A Note: please be armed with a packet of tissues because for me i cried at the start, it just got me you know. ^^ Love is amazing. 

(reference:

http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/6337464-boku-no-hatsukoi-wo-kimi-ni-sasagu---secret-unrequited-love)

HeartBreak Explained

part 1
Life is short yet,it's full of heartbreaks.I loved a girl once,she was my only girl.She stole my heart and shattered it into pieces,i was devastated for months because we shared fond memories but she changed,all she ever did afterwards was breaking my heart further.

I am lost ,i do not have a sense of direction , i had never felt this way ,the feeling of losing someone so important to my life it just felt like a magnitude 10 earthquake hit me,i was torn apart.
It only enabled me to learn the grim reality of human nature, we change ,i wonder if pure love existed and forever remained? is that a difficult thing ,i guess not.

Why do people change? Why do good things have to come to an end? Why does everything happen so quickly  Why are you no longer mine? All things happen for a reason and i believe that everything has a reason but for this i have no explanation. I guess it's all fate.Last breakup was December 2012,it's already may 2013 ,yet i'm still dwelling on the past..><

part 2
I decided to do a part two since the first part was kind of vague and ambiguous.
Today as i was lying on my bed, i was thinking about the past again.It happens countless times.
Perhaps i should explain what happened because i sort of skipped to the ending without explaining the process.

For this girl,i would have done everything to make her happy,Cross my heart,I did.
I never had any experience and since she's my first love.I honestly, didn't know what to expect in a relationship, i must admit i failed miserably somewhere in the process,but one thing i know deep in my heart is that, i never stopped loving her back then and i really loved her.

There were times,i made her jealous and hurt but i have no intentions of hurting her.
All i did was in hope that she will have more time for me and change her lazy mindset to always stay at home because i was dying to be with her,to see her every single day of my life.I wanted to be closer with her,at first,i did got closer with her.But it never lasted.You can't blame me for this can you? I just wanted to spend more time to get closer with her as i felt we were drifting apart.
To my dismay, what i feared happened.

It changed my mood drastically ,althought we only have quarrels in text.
It worsen, the bad thing about only quarrelling in text is that she couldn't feel whether i was joking or serious and i won't know what she was feeling,i could never make up for what i did wrong and we couldn't communicate effectively because the communication used was text messaging.
I never could have guess it.I'd rather we quarrelled in real life which we never did once.
That silent quarrels/protests lead to the downfall of our relationship.

I'll keep  personal information confidential but i guess it's fine to talk about the events right? ,hmm yeah.
Alright so i was in my first relationship,everything seemed well , we didn't really have much time together but we were definitely getting closer.
But on a day it all ended, until today i will never forget the series of events that took place, first the date.It was a day before christmas and i was like so devastated.

A part of me died that day, first it was the feeling of isolation then it was the feeling of lost like when you're stranded on a island with nobody but yourself and it was so surreal,the radio was already playing "how could this happen to me" by simple plan,no kidding.
Alright so the key events before that some funny breakup texts to lighten the mood. #Self-Humiliation

Now notice how this images are funny and less hurting, mine was far worse than all this added up. #NoJoke
1.girl breaks up with me through text,on a day before christmas(merry christmas adds in some funny breakup texts to lighten the mood)
2.rejects calls/refuses to meet/ignores texts messages(great now the phrase you are all by yourself now doesn't get any more surreal)
3.hurtful texts(really hurtful ones.They will make any grown men weep like a girl,no exaggeration done here)
If you could imagine, i didn't know what went wrong.

All i know is that we're over and i'm suppose to be real devastated.
And true enough, i was.
The promises,the memories,the events just keeps repeating like it's the only thing in my mind like what happens when you have two songs in a playlist and you set it to play.

It was the first time but it ended like a disaster,i was reassured in the process of the relationship that i was a great guy not by myself.I felt elated for that, but then why would someone do this to a great guy then?
I have no idea,when your girlfriend will say that she had never felt this way before and you're thinking , yes ,i gave her the best impression she have ever had and it shows i really love her which i really do.
Then it ends and you think am i really that good anymore?

It's kind of anti-climatic to talk about this since, i recently had a crush but anyway that didn't went well, i didn't try,but she have a boyfriend what could i do.  ):  but i have the inspiration to do this, maybe this would be the day i finally vent out all my frustrations.
#TrueFacts The most hurtful thing that could happen to you , could only be dealt by the one you love the most.

Until today, if i were to scroll my text messages up to the hurtful texts the girl sent.It would literally ruin my day.
But honestly, i don't hate her.I never did and i never will.There is only the presence of love itself.
She was previously my best friend ,my first girl best friend literally.She was unique.
But in between the relationship,this relationship was lost.
It was regrettable but it never came back.
But what sucks,like in metaphoric sense.
A blackhole.It appeared out of nowhere in my life, it took away the relationship i had with her both as a lover and as a bestfriend.

And then I don't get one thing,Why do you associate guys to be people with heart made of steel? That's ironic.
I mean one thing the world taught was that guys were not suppose to cry no matter what.
Aren't guys humans too? Humans have emotions and it is perfectly normal to.We do,when we're sad.
The relationship we shared was special i thought.I hadn't told anyone about this, but because i was stuck in the past,unwilling to accept the present.I had days of sleepless nights and what do i do?

I wrote love letters to you after our breakup,i couldn't sleep i thought i should express how much i love you,it's really pointless and idiotic.
After i do something idiotic, i realise how idiotic it was and i just feel like going to the past ,start pointing to myself and laugh.
There was this phrase "男人流血不流淚 a strong man will shed blood before tears" And i don't understand why people try to make it like it is abnormal,shameful and humiliating for a guy to cry.
Isn't our innate behaviour we have when we were born? To cry when we are sad and to smile when we are happy.
Silent cries of misery that everyone has but tries to hide away.


As i will think about our history,our memories,the chemistry we shared and the promises we made.
Alright i have ran out of things to say.It feels better to write out everything you keep in your heart.Goodnight.
You must be kidding me, nowadays links of websites are so long? Or is it trying to ridicule me for the really epic relationship i had? I'm not paranoid! #Goodnight
(reference:http://likes.com/relationships/15-hilariously-bad-breakup-texts?utm_term=25136865&utm_campaign=ml&pid=77483&utm_source=mylikes&utm_medium=cpc&v=eyJjbGlja19pZCI6IDE1MjQ4NDM0OTcsICJwb3N0X2lkIjogMjUxMzY4NjV9&page=15)

The Girl That Was Made To Capture My Heart

REACTIVATED BLOGGED!(8/12/2012) it feels so good that o level is finally over,freedom is something i have lost ,i'm like an adventurer who lost his sense of directions,only to realise that freedom was removed.However,this freedom came back and allowed me to explore the unlimited possibilities of life , Life is so short if you want to do something do it,if you wanna love someone do it,don't live with any regrets.I guess i'm really a fun loving person but i really don't have any fun , isn't it ironic.Well singapore is really boring :X! seriously! where is the DisneyLand where is the LegoLand.

Today ,it was the first time i had played games with "that" special girl (: it was so interesting ,i could feel her excitement for the moon and hence,this i made a wish.After she logged out of the game www.maidmarian.com (moon base) ,i wished to be with "that" girl on the moon in future .I was literally ,talking to myself in a game          >< love for her is this strong,i wanna be with her. Omg , even in a game she's so adorable and loveable. Love is such a magical feeling,i'm attracted to her like a magnet,she's so cute.Due to privacy issue her name is kept confidential and hence she is known as "that" girl xD 

You Reap , What You Sow

皇天不负苦心人（皇天不負苦心人）

[huáng tiān bù fù kǔxīn rén]

Heaven will not disappoint the person who tries (idiom). If you try hard, you're bound to succeed eventually.

Guide To Pool (type of shots)

There are many shots for pool , one of the most commonly known is the Break Shot since, it is the shot that starts off the game.Personally my favorite is the Masse Shot ,Follow Shot  and the Jump Shot ,since i love to play defensive and tactical,if you do it accurately it spins to where you want to place the ball with a strong curve you can also use it as a tactical shot to prevent your opponent from striking other balls.Okay so let's introduce the shots! 

Break Shot -The first shot of a pool game is called the break shot. The aim of this shot is to separate the object balls that are initially racked together.
 Bank Shot -Commonly referred to as bank, a bank shot is played to drive the object balls to one or more rails, before they are pocketed. A variation of the shot is called bank-the-8 shot used in eight-ball pool version in which the 8 ball must be pocketed on the bank shot.
Cut Shot -It is a shot which is not a center-to-center hit but is played with a degree of angle. Back cut and feather shot are two sub-types of the cut shot.
 Draw Shot -A draw shot is the one in which the player strikes a cue ball below its equator with enough draw or back spin to make the ball reverse direction when it comes in contact with the object ball.
 Follow Shot -The shot in which enough top spin is used to strike the cue ball above its equator so that the cue ball travels forward after touching the object ball.
 Jump Shot -It is an interesting shot in which the cue ball is made to jump so that it passes an obstacle.
 Kick Shot -It describes the shot in which the cue ball is driven to one of the rails before it reaches an object ball.
 Masse Shot -It is a shot in which the direction of the cue ball is completely reversed by imparting extreme spin to the ball. A variation in the shot is called semi-masse shot in which a moderate curve is introduced to the cue ball’s direction.

Homestay (Japan,Kyushu)

the homestay was great ,everyone did enjoyed it so without further or do lets share some photos ^^  of the nice home we stayed at,it was a really spacious home with a garden and a sorta attic feel room at the side.


this was our host family's house
nice huh ^^



the game we played which was some sort of shooting game and you have to shoot the targets down with a gun made of chopsticks to win the points.

the score of the shooting game results

1st:our host oto-san with 13pts
2nd:was me with 5pts
3rd:siew mun with 3 pts

4th:was japheth with his zero streak :X 0pts                                                 we had lots of fun the game was rather interesting and it tests your accuracy :)

this is where we slept the room was quite cool we could closed it fully there are 4 "so called" doors when it was fully closed it was quite scarey like a ninja could just pop a hole through the paper covered doors  and blowed some sleeping gas haha good imagination huh? ^^ thats all :)

Genting Trip THEMEPARK

i took the ride several times with my father ,spaceshot wasn't as scary as i thought it would be.It was just the moment when it was going down but it didn't have much of a impact i felt that it was too safe i can't feel surprise there, The kart was a tragic experience as i didn't brake as i reach the finish area , i thought i did release my feet on the accelerating padel but it was still going and i banged into an empty car in front ><

Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood

this anime totally rocks if you are interested in extreme graphics and cool scenes of fighting this is absolutely the best choice.

Twilight Breaking Dawn

i heard about twilight its a story about werewolfs and vampires movie rating 4 stars. I have watched it once but that once was straight away twilight breaking dawn but i gotta admit.It is pretty awesome, althought at first i didn't think it will be to my liking. But my girlfriend wanted to watch it,so i did watched it with her. I gotta say the effects are spectacular and i'm really excited to read the book.Twilight is the type of movie teenagers can relate to.Like i remembered when i married a 107 year old vampire.Haha just kidding,it's really relatable. It's an awesome movie/book.The book is awesome i've read the first chapter but i haven't really got the feeling to read all of it ,hmm soon i will be able to i guess! Yeah #Twilight

Art Of DIY

\When you're bored,why not do something out of nothing or practically everything that you neglect everyday of your life?You could create embellishments for your otherwise insipid/dull house.
When it doesn't work well, you could just improvise and when it does you can call it your masterpiece.
One that will make others envy.

This website has everything from paper diys to diys made from wood/cardboard and anything nice.
This is when you should ask yourself Why not? ,It helps you to be someone that is not only creative but also someone that is unique in the sense,the things you make are always cool and unexpected.

The real gifts made from Do It Yourself(DIY)are the ones that will touch others because they can see the amount of effort you spend doing it.There are also contests whereby you will win cash or other prizes for the best instructable which are instructions given to others to make something, as long as it looks good and it's creative,it will gives you a good chance to win.

Moreover,romantic gift ideas are always there,you'll never wonder what to give to your girlfriend again.
And personally there are my personal favourites just because the romantic gift ideas are endless.
They are sweet and lovely to do.The romantic gift ideas are really the best of the best.
Although,when it comes to gifts, i really fail with my lack of patience and ideas to improvise.But i believe everyone else is better than me when it comes to gifts so why not give it a try. 

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